It’s rediculous how fuck up things can get, some how the simplist of things can seem so hard, I hate that you can’t tell a good guy from a player anymore. And like I’ve been talking to this one guy and his so nice he will literally do anything to keep the conversation going although I feel as if his the type that will get what he wants and leave. But then I there’s this other guy, I know he will treat me the way I should be but I know that the relationship won’t go anywhere with him :( ughhh and then there’s so many little things that doubt what I know. Even if its the change in the way a person looks at me or just something really silly it makes me think how they would be as a boyfriend -.- fuck life why can’t I just die alone and never have these problems
Good Things Come For Those Who Wait.
The name is Ilayda :) pleased to meet you!
Many don't know me and don't seem to care,
In fact even they did get to know me and didn't like who I was, I wouldn't really care. I'm not a snob Im not a slut so why would you hate me for?
I am me. No more, no less. So you can deal with that or just leave because your not a necessity in my life, you'll actually be doing me a favour by showing me who my real friends are.
Can't stand me? Take a seat then.
Not every teenager is a Whore. I'm definately not and never will be.
Genuine girls are out there waiting to be found while others girls loose their dignity and virginity trying to blend into the "cool crowd"
I don’t think my love life could be any more messed up if I tried.
